FIND A HEART
became a main grasp in my life.
Being one of those INFJ's in the world. Sensing loneliness around me mostly always.
Speaking with people is hard, mainly because of the fact that I am sixthousand steps ahead, seeing so clearly. And trying to find the act of heart in their words. Or in their acts.
ADHD does not make it easier. I am full of courage, following my own heart. Constantly debating with my own motives, feelings.
Yes, and sorry for typos. Sometimes I do not see them, sometimes I do not care.
became a main grasp in my life.
Being one of those INFJ's in the world. Sensing loneliness around me mostly always.
Speaking with people is hard, mainly because of the fact that I am sixthousand steps ahead, seeing so clearly. And trying to find the act of heart in their words. Or in their acts.
ADHD does not make it easier. I am full of courage, following my own heart. Constantly debating with my own motives, feelings.
Yes, and sorry for typos. Sometimes I do not see them, sometimes I do not care.
DO NOT
betray me. Do not speak evil. Do not bring your poisonous life near me.
I will silent you with rage you have never seen.
It will be most silent and most devastating thing in your life.
And will change it permanently.
PEOPLE
say that I live in an imaginary world.
I say nothing and watch them crawl in a swamp of fears, rumours, false expectations,
hugely wrong interpretations provided by themselves in their lives
too small and minds too hollow.
And I laugh silently. And feel grateful to be me.
STUPID GIRL
I already did my greaving.
It did hurt.
Left an empty hole in the corner you used to be.
I have no need to surrond my self with small people.
Tiny thoughts never crossing one's world
where dragons and unicorns roam free.
MAYBE
I like to grow things because I see so much of myself in a tiny seed.
That odd urge to rise above everything.
Reach for the light.
Spread, finally unfold the beauty and harvest..
It is like learning to live.
Wanting to live.
I ROAMED
northwards.
Away from others.
I heard heathers sing my name.
Wind whispered in my ear and wrapped my hands.
As northern I got, more bursted my heart with joy and lightness.
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