FIND A HEART

became a main grasp in my life.

Being one of those INFJ's in the world. Sensing loneliness around me mostly always.

Speaking with people is hard, mainly because of the fact that I am sixthousand steps ahead, seeing so clearly. And trying to find the act of heart in their words. Or in their acts.

ADHD does not make it easier. I am full of courage, following my own heart. Constantly debating with my own motives, feelings.

Yes, and sorry for typos. Sometimes I do not see them, sometimes I do not care.


SHAME

on you if you dare to die withouth a smile.

I DREAMED

only a dream of you. It was not you. It was a pale and bitter figure of what I wanted to see years earlier. And that kept me dreaming of you. 

But it was not what I wanted.




LITTLE

by little scars soften.
Skin fades
Body feels lighter.

Ant the moment when souls
leaves you.

It is like feather dropping,
getting chased by wind.

WHO



could repair me?

In small moments a man appears in my life.
Stays near for a blink.

Until I am ready to totter with my own feet


a little farther..