FIND A HEART

became a main grasp in my life.

Being one of those INFJ's in the world. Sensing loneliness around me mostly always.

Speaking with people is hard, mainly because of the fact that I am sixthousand steps ahead, seeing so clearly. And trying to find the act of heart in their words. Or in their acts.

ADHD does not make it easier. I am full of courage, following my own heart. Constantly debating with my own motives, feelings.

Yes, and sorry for typos. Sometimes I do not see them, sometimes I do not care.


I WAITED


you hundred years. I waited you hundred year more. And another hundred.


My legs started to turn into a soil. My body leaned to the sun.
At the end I could not open my eyes enymore. Only thing that kept me barely alive was tiny rain now and then.

My breathing was nothing but hollow whispers.

TRUST

me, you said.

And ripped me to thousand pieces.




THE YOUNGER

man whispered me things I wanted to hear. Half of your age, double the faith for the future. Double the courage and curiosity.

Eyes shining like stars.