FIND A HEART

became a main grasp in my life.

Being one of those INFJ's in the world. Sensing loneliness around me mostly always.

Speaking with people is hard, mainly because of the fact that I am sixthousand steps ahead, seeing so clearly. And trying to find the act of heart in their words. Or in their acts.

ADHD does not make it easier. I am full of courage, following my own heart. Constantly debating with my own motives, feelings.

Yes, and sorry for typos. Sometimes I do not see them, sometimes I do not care.




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A PRAYER


I call for you god and goddess. I have been away too long. I did not abandon my kind nor my power. I let others put me down, humiliate me. And longer it got, weaker I came. 

I want to find myself again. Gain what is mine. What belongs to me. 

I am lost. With worst kind of people ever. I call you let me stay with you, let me rest.
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AFTER


twothousandandsevenhundredandtwentyfour
kisses I was yours.
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I WAITED


you hundred years. I waited you hundred year more. And another hundred.


My legs started to turn into a soil. My body leaned to the sun.
At the end I could not open my eyes enymore. Only thing that kept me barely alive was tiny rain now and then.

My breathing was nothing but hollow whispers.
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TRUST

me, you said.

And ripped me to thousand pieces.
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